Have you ever been stabbed in the back by your soulmate?

I have

She didnt only stab me once but twice

While she was trying to get with me she dated other guys

Call really say it was nice

I should have just left her when i found out

i know 

i should have just block her on my phone

i know

 

But all these good times

all these good memories

man...

I remeber all the nights when we used to talk for hours

 

 

 

 

 

 

in my senior year

that was the last time i was happy

Thats kinda sad to me

I used to be such a happy guy

I used to stay up all night

and hanging out with my friends

Now im all alone

Im depressed as fuck

stressed as fuck

My medication runnin low

but im never really sober

i just wanna be alive again

i got no one to blame but me

you see

this all started when me and hannah got