Sometimes

i can feel the demons inside me

like i no longer wanna breathe

yeah thats me

 

Happiness isnt my thing like it used to be

it sounds crazy

but believe me, this deppression is hard to deal with

anxiety too i deal with them both

quote: "never give up"

 

But it feels like my life aint mine

like i dont wanna be alive

 

Cant anyone see that im not fine?

Like do i really need to hold up a sign?

 

Nah fuck that

 

Im stuck in this room without any help

my therapy has always been writing rap

I've always been a champ

But it feels like my end is near

Thats what i fear.

Everyday I look myself in the mirror

No happiness I can see

If there is

Then it aint me

 

Maybe i should just hang myself like chester bannington did

 

 

Inside my head i always picture myself going down

 

I've always been on my own

 

 

 

People always thinks that im shining bright

but i be lying if i told you im fine

from time to time

the thought of suicide is crossing my mind